Valentine’s Day is nearing and somehow I have the butterfly feelings in my tummy right now! Acck! It’s not like I have a boyfriend either to be having those feelings. . . . . .hmmm. . . . .nah!
I am just excited to be writing to you guys right now!
I feel like I need to tell you guys something. . . .promise to keep a secret? hehehehehe. ^^
I know why I keep having these butterfly feelings now. Most of the time when I have the butterflies, it’s always because my subconscious mind is thinking of “him!” LOL!
Yes. . . .you’ve guessed it! My crush!! Accck! It’s crazy because I’m like 22 years old and I have a crush that I am not able to talk to casually! BLEH! What do I do?! It’s been FOREVER since I’ve had a crush on this guy. hahaha. . . . I think I need help.
I tell myself I’m going to “MAN UP” and talk to him, even though he might not like me and just totally ignore or dislike me even more, but I end up LOSING all the words when I just think of him. Urgh! WHAT THE HECK!
This “one sided love” I have is driving me nuts. It’s funny. Really funny to me actually. I laugh to myself most of the time for being so silly about this topic.
The thought of love with that special someone just seems so heart warming. I go to the market or walking and I see those lovers walking together or spending those quality partner times together on the Facebook Newsfeed and it just gets me all giggling and blushing to myself. I’m serious too!
At those times, I even catch myself saying “If I just have that special someone with me, we would go traveling around the world together and have the sweetest and most memorable times together.” *sigh*
And you know what, it’s the earnest truth too! ^^ Even if that special someone decides to break up with me after all those special moments together, it’s OK, because I’ll have those sweetest and warmest moments deep down in my heart.
Sadly, I think this only happens in dreams right? I feel like I am a hopeless romantic that can only have that person in my dreams. Don’t get me wrong! He’s not married or taken. . . . at least I don’t think he is. But, I’m pretty sure he’s not married or taken. *wink* HAHA! He’s just too “perfect”. . . . you know what I mean?!
HAHAHAHAHA! Alright, enough of this “love” and “crush” thing. It’s turning my warm butterflies into goosebumps. LOL! ^^
I think I’m better off staying single and just looking at him from afar. Let my silliness stay with me until then. :D
What do you think?
How far can love go for that special someone?